URGHHHH!!
HAVING INNER TURMOIL?!?!
!*@&*^($#)_)#*$(^@#*#&(@!!!

Tot of smth today. Jz suddenly.
Rmbered so clearly wad u said last year!
"i'm nt gonna accept that, esp if from you."
HUUUU KAO.
Wahliaoooehh~ Seriously, u gt prob wit me izzit?!?!
If it's VANITY den SHAME ON YOU.
If it's not, den state ur POINT! If you cant, SHAME ON YOU AGAIN.
URGHHH. Such Hypocrisy!!

YA LA I NOE I NT AS FUNN ETC.
But that's only when wit ppl like u.. ppl i dont trust. mayb ppl i cant.
Despite wad ur pee brain is thinking, i can & know hw to have fun with the right ppl.
I have my share of fun wit my BFFs, good frends & even jrs. SO BACK OFF will ya?

Srsly.. dont b so judgemental. shheesh. or izzit that u r envious?
That thr r ppl who like me for despite all tat u think?!~
ppl i call frends? & nt jz hang-out-ppl?
PWEEASE. Or izzit tat u're uncomfortable that i see thru u? U SCARED?!

URGHH. I HAVE EGO TOO YA KNOW?
Even as a normal minor tiny-weeny fren la.. nid u do tat?
call me paranoid, bt hey it happened more than once, twice, or wait.. i lost count.

So, den, if by chance u see tis,
do smth. cz everytime u get close, i felt a twitch of disgust inside.

On last friday~ (16th Oct) I actually went to SG =) haha. SHH..
anyways~ had a great time thr with my relatives :D
despite all the marathon of running ==" && some issues with "some" ppl.. haihh~~!!
Oh yah, if u're wondering y i go SG for~ i went to pray =) hehe.. For my SPM at the Novena Church~

I saw Fr. Simon Piererra lehh~ bt din get the chance to greet =( oh well~ 10hrs in church wasnt easy at all, man~ @@ so sleepy & bored. LOL. cz the homily & petitions all the same one!

I met a new fren in the church leiis (:
Her name is Charmaine Seah~ SGrean~ & having her O-Levels soon..
I'm touched by her faith rly =) she's nt a catholic nor a christian but yet she trusted Mother Mary & God so whole heartedly~ It’s rare to find ppl like that nw TnT Oh well~ XD I did some preaching mayb? lol.

OH YAHHHH~ I met JunXian lerhh luhh in SG~
LMAO MAX haha.. awkwardness @_@ haha..
Reason we met: Wanna give him a belated bday present from Miy & me =)
Hope he touched hor~ hahaha.. straight from Sabah ni! && bought the gift the night b4 go SG~



Btw, he told me to meet him in Woodlands MRT hor~ but din tell me Woodlands area gt 3 MRT stations! So went to the wrong one at 1st @@ Aunt brought me to Admiralty. Den gostan to Woodlands. Lmao la~ he on his ipod both ears, eyes see left & right again @@ cant see me opposite waving n shouting lk mad.. until nid ask the indian lady beside him to call him~ memang LOL-able hahaha..

Anyways~ Went shopping at Suntech City the 1st night =)
GOSH. I'm telling you! I swore i could melt like spongebob & patrick in OTAKU HOUSE.
Super NICE! The price quite ok la~ IF. IF. u r SGrean. If convert to RM @_@ die hard ex.
So i din buy much lorhh T^T bt jz window shop thr oso can feed the eyes & heart! *screams*
How i wish i can take photographs! bt cannot orh. the shop forbids it =n="

here's wad i bought:

heya guys~ tis year has been busy busy & lazy lazy =P
ps for slow updates & no updates ==''
anyways~ tis post will be short ;)
but prepare for the next one hahaha..
The past week was marathony. & i fell sick =(
I think i have mild telesimia O_O
siao dizzy @@ due to lack of rest? aihhz..
Oh well~

To all my frends in school =P
Sorry that i partially lied ._. i was more than sick kihkihkih...
if u dun understand, den u'll noe on tues haha..
bb for nw =)

Even without lyrics, music can touch hearts..
How nostalgic...

1st poetic post in tis blog =) [i think]
Inspired by the song.
And named after it (:

KISS THE RAIN - 雨の印记

Fragments of memories flashed..
The Happiness, The Laughter..
The sorrow and the tears too.
I feel like smiling
Yet simultaneously,
the glint of sadness is found
Deeply within..

Looking back,
Many people come and go in life..
The visible became the invisible,
The unforgotten became the forgotten.

Looking back,
many a times in life,
we experience posession and lost..
The invisible became visible,
The forgotten thus became the unforgetten..

But,
Does the invisible befall as the non-existent?
Subsequently,
Does the unforgotten then etched as the memorable?

The fear of parting with close ones..
The sadness that overhelms the fact that we're all growing up..
Supplemented with,
The courage to take on new adventures..
The grasp of holding on to so many memories..

Complications.
Overiding of emotions and feelings.
But in the end, we still ought to accept..
However life will turn out to be..

Just wanna say, I'm gonna miss so many ppl after SPM.
sometimes it hurts..
but i'll cherish everything we have nw ^^
Love y'all lots my fwens!! ):

Life's been dull and tiring =3=
All is exam exam exam T^T
sad sad LOL.
Exam gonna continue till 9th of Oct! OMG

Anyways,
Ma bro went to India lurhh... sad sad F3..
Luckily he din nub till lost anything on the way XD
haha.. but thr was some probs with the India Police..
Apparently, the University typed his certificate wrongly.
It states "MISS JOVIAN"
WAHAHAHA... :D
besides tat he doing fine i guess =)

Hm.. Going way back,
many things happened sia..
Mostly maple related =="
I shud rly stop tat game LOL.
I did le gua for nw D:
cz i got back my 11m! from tat NUB SCAMMER =P
Wheee~
Special thx to AmuChi (baka sis) F3 who help me track him hahaha
N oso to SummerPandaX (Meibao) for helping me threaten him? huuhu XD

Also hor, Amuchi got hacked sia O_O
n she caused my ex-dar tio hacked too.
**DOUBLE KILL**
zzz... anyways, my sis lost a few mils and 26k @Cash! OMG =3=
tu la she nub LOL.
my ex-dar leh, um lost abt 75m? @cash i dunno if he lost any..
Oh buuhoo for them F3.
The real point is, =3= tat darn sohai boi go blame me for hacking him! OMG.
I could die of anger man. He's so random =="
Ask for my Id n pass again~! Konon to check if i HACKED him. WTF la.
I nt stupid hor! Eh~ I memang is Science Class de neh.. Form5 again.
And hello~ i study psycology dude! I know wad u're thinking la.
shhesh.. stupid kids annoy me. =="
Went thru a lot of sms and sword fighting ;)
which i truly enjoyed! seriously, it was the spice of life :D
but the sad thing is i won. LOL. means the fight ends. =(
i so still wanna rub his own typical-trying-to-hack-me mistakes in his face.
and hor, i rly enjoyed the reverse psycology i played on him~! It worked!
he fell into every one of the traps , making him speechless~ wootz!
hehehe..
Special thx to Miyage and Mystique :) for helping me in this thing haha..
for mean words and extra sarcasm :P
also thx to Obi Kor =) who advice me hehe..
Oh rite.. and thru tis incident hor, i found out that he was lk cheating on me sia.
KAO. His other dar CHIU KATAK SIA. Keep LC me. WTF.
oh well, like i care abt guys like tat.
well, a toast to them to a shtty life together :D
A B! and BS! wonderful pair ma x)

Oh ya!
There will be a 2-days Youth Rally at Dewan Foo Chow on the
26th to 27th of Sept 2009! (Sat-Sun)
Fee is Rm70 thou =(
But food included, from morning to nite~
also hor~ the speaker is...
*drum rolls*
Fr. Stan Fortuna!!
He's a wonderful musician~
From the States.
And he's one of the Kewl-est Priest U will ever get to meet!
He raps lo!
anyways *w* I won a free ticket! wheeee~!
Life Teen is sponsoring 10 teens to the rally and had set up many competitions!
I won from the Essay Competition hehehe... ;P

Oh n I joined the choir for the mass during the rally.
Tiring i must say. T^T
but love the songs hehe..
but hor, since its like a big thing, a priest from USA leh coming.
So the mass is in original mode. less hippy song but more solemn de T^T

Oo!! I just remembered, i had one of those crazy convo wit..
*Spotlights*
Brenda Chai! The one-of-a-kind-Freaks in SMKLY =D
wahahaha... and oso with Charlene! ^^
It was after skul bah, and i was bored.. Karine went home le (ditcher! T^T)
den i saw Charlene lo, den talk talk talk..
Joined by Brenda a while later. The hyper-ness starts!
She called me Fudge LOL.
Anyways, we were all bored and i started to ask questions.
"Hmm... how do u say "I dont know" in Chinese??"
I wanted to tease Charlene, but Brenda replied instead, "我不知道".
And i said to her, "你不知道meh?"
Charlene immediately bend into 2 and LMAO-ing, so was i.
But poor freak. she slow bah.. ==" she blur lo..
den when we explained, she smacked me hard on the shoulder! Ouch!
haha.. the next Question, " how do u say "I choose pin" in melay?"
I explained the "pin" as in like "safety pins" those type of pins.
Charlene took a long time to answer sia T^T
But she fell for it! WAHAHAHA..
"Saya pilih pin" (if u get the joke, u'll laugh :D)
and we burst out laughing again. BUT AGAIN. =="
Brenda was blur and was like "wad's so funny?"
Its just "pin-pin" or smth like tat..
I raised an eyebrow but ignored her haha..
Den hor after a while, Eloise joined us and i asked the same Question.
then baru Brenda get the joke ==" sheesh brenda.
A new joke unfolded. Apparently, Brenda focused so much on wad i explained abt pins.
that somehow she tot, i was asking her wad is pinS in malay. as in kata majmuk.
OMG. HAHAHA.. So tat's y she replied "pin-pin"
But dear dear Brenda! Even in malay no such thing as kata majmuk for pin la!
No such thing as pin-pin! LOL.
Man, those r the days u wish u could remain :)
We were all laughing to the extend tat our ribcage hurts, our faces went red and tears could have made their way out of our eyes!
Jolly glad about it =) cheered me up a lot hehe..
Exam's been stressful T^T
so thx to freak brenda and to hm.. (I'll find a word) charlene! ^^

I'll sign off for now, tired eh..
blogging takes a long time haha.. ;)
all the best to every1 who's doing their spm trial and preparing for PMR!
also, gratz to miy for finally settled her stuff :D

haha.. tis year hor.. lzn lk kekurangan makanan. HAHA
all her bday present is food de :D (all that she asks for.. lol)

♥ vedablu ice-cream (miy, karen, eileen.... etc)

♥ yoyo snow ice choco & drinks ( chloe, jai voon etc...)

♥ yogurberry (Hamst.. etc)

♥ spagetti (Karine)

hope hor.. she wont gain weight la.. nyahahaha! XD
anyways, I made her a cake. =)
Food too rite~ but too bad she cant eat de kekeke..
talk abt evil :D
yeahh rite ==" i noe i'm sweet LOL


Look wad i baked for her! (:

Some of our food:
haha.. after a few dishes we all went scattered.. taking photos XD so din take anymore pics luls..

GROUP PHOTOS:



FUN PICS XD :






It was a wonderful nite!
Every1 looked great and had a good time!
XD
Good Job form4s! ^^