Eventhough, my heart says that, things wont change rite?
I'm turning negative again.

Nid time n place to sort myself out.
Maybe I could, mayb I just dont want to..
So many things happened.
Well, I'm nt indicating that they're all bad.
Mostly its good actually..
I'm happy. I really am..

But somehw.. deep down,
I felt angry. mad. frustrated.
Dont ask me y.
I dont know..
I might noe. Mayb I'm jz running away from myself.

Being able to analyze..
Nt sure whether ppl admire that..
Its rather a blessing in disguise for me.
In other words-- somewht a CURSE.

Analysing urself,
finding out things u dont wanna noe, or rather ADMIT..
Hm.. mayb that's wad's happening.

An outside character,
The current me,
The real me,
The future me..
Everything is so tangled up.